Sunday, October 6, 2013
Problem
My dad doesn't really make any sense, I just thought, with him for some reason being able to watch like he's God unfortunately because we don't have a rapport like that but I mean yea in another way but not 1 that you couldn't get .. that it was rude to say something that made sense.. He's just making up stuff, so talk to me and stop telling me to have *** with my dad. Well, yea, I will still have *** with him, but you know in some other way. You shouldn't be lingering on things like that with me but guess you do.. oh well. I'll have to find my own way out.
Well, look at this.
Another lazy joke. I e-mailed my aunt on a new account and there's a joke of her having to carry me or pick me up.. Hey, Ellen, you want Michael Jordan to pick you up?
Problem
Ellen, why do you want me to think you did something wrong because I know you don't care what you did? I am not worth less than you as a person.
You're gaping at me and partly sliding off it.
This is more for people to read @ me as they go online I guess, not to Ellen.
You're gaping at me and partly sliding off it.
This is more for people to read @ me as they go online I guess, not to Ellen.
Problem
Stop picking on me. I went pee and a part in the middle went numb. I can say Go to Hell on my blog if I Want, and it wasn't to anyone, just saying it.
Dream
I was on a big bus and it was like a little danger of violence. Someone, an adult, went around asking us to sing. I forgot and started so loudly set pitched, "I dreamed a dream.." I was talking to a girl and hoping she sang at a church in my dreams wherein led my old choir director and organ teacher. It was like the old 1 but bigger and more like in gold and white.
Philosophy
My pretend daughter and I are up and above people who wanna comfort us like most people, who are just wild and wacky and racist and don't admit the truth. Like, they're always on a limb. And racist! Yes! I am not trash!
Real Problem
Why are people training me to think I'm not right, like my dad's sisters and my cousin? They go about mumbling to themselves because of him. I didn't have to, so I'm not gonna do it. They are treating me like them. I wonder if it's the m.. I don't know why people are like that?? I don't even know that much @ it. My cousin just is a wild girl, which is something I wanted to be known as.. I am being treated like I'm always in trouble and stuff like my cousins or something. I wasn't befo-ore.. You know what? Jut what? That N word thing? You probably won't be getting away with this because I know people sniff out others's consciences and figure out what they'd do in your shoes until they are done. It just sorta happens. I won't be mean @ it, but it's totally ruining the world and my life. I know you don't care @ my life because I'm 1/2 Chinese.
Problem
I just got the image of Ellen telling my daughter .. well me having a daughter say, "I really wanted to watch My Fair Lady, tonight," in a nice way, sorta a screetch.. must be the magic. If that's how it is, that's how it is. I'm not saying they can't think right when I have nothing up my sleeve. It was already established it's okay to watch it. Some people have needs Ellen does not practice, like leading that sorta structured way of life. I wonder if that's something like my brother's side from our mom. that screetch and message. I don't believe I watched that movie so much in college. I think I watched a movie on weekends, though, but stuff like that that appeals to any audience. What do you think how Ellen leaves off things. I can leave off feeling good, too. I have a feeling Ginny wants to interfere with my future. They can't raise my daughter in that sloppy way, I don't have a daughter, of course. I want my daughter in a clean place where she feels like watching good shows. She's not gonna just sleep in a puff ball on the floor. I would work hard, and my daughter would have that room and would have to do things in it. What's this sound? What do you think? I do wish people would answer me.. maybe I need another blog. People on Facebook might answer but not many. IMDb Soapbox, not necessarily. So, what is going on? My daughter would watch the movie, not sit up and m.. to what to her is old ladies. Well, maybe older ladies, maybe just hiding their youth from some. I hope no one is overly sensitive. This is my blog, and I'm looking for constructive criticism.
My Whole Problem
I think it was my hair not being blonde|red. I felt people thought I was a different kind of person.
Problem
Did you know that there is the fantasy Ellen put smart, delicate boys on her show that are like me when I totally am not that sort of extreme, at all. It's true I was careful with my brother, but I didn't do anything to him, then. I guess Ellen foresaw the future and figured it was up to me.
Problem
I'm being bothered, someone is invading my home and changing how the page loads and did it to startle me, and I felt really bad.. and like an important part of me was fished out to the front and side and top.
Stop! What is this? More from Ginny? Why are you doing this to me, stop! You're bad, stop sasying I am.
Stop! What is this? More from Ginny? Why are you doing this to me, stop! You're bad, stop sasying I am.
If..
Ellen doesn't really like kids nor guys, then who does she like? She seems attached to loving younger girls.
Proud and Loud
Teens today act unimpressed by other kinds of ages of people and like they're saying, "Oh, that's just.." ..not a big deal.. and Ellen would like k*** me if I did that but would praise these teens. What else? That would be something like, "That's my baby." Ellen, you'r delusional .. if what I'm saying is overly correct, which maybe it isn't.. Maybe, it just reflects how you act.
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